I love this scarf

The scarf that I bought at Butik Ar-Raudhah, Kelana Mall



I went out with my beloved aunty who came by to Kelana Jaya before we we went to see her brother and family in Mid Valley, Kuala Lumpur.

After we had our lunch, i suggested to visit a boutique that sold Muslimah's attire in Kelana Mall, Glomac Squre. When we arrived there, the shop were half closed; only then we realised that they are in a midst of moving to another place as they claimed that not much profit could be made as very less customers around th corner. I agreed to that. Many shops were closed because the place is not attractive enough.

Luckily that the owner gave us attractive discounts and i managed to buy nice pants and a scarf. I love them for sure because the colour suits me. My aunty bought 2 nice jubah.

I hope that this boutique will make profit in another suitable place someday. Good luck to them!

Thank you to those from USA and Russia.

To those who browsed my blog from USA and Russia,

I would like to say thank you for reading and browsing my blogs. Almost everyday, based on the stats, i often see viewers from these two countries.

Few infos that i would like to share with those from both countries:

1) i have never been to both countries.

2) The tv station only shows the movies, or tv programs from USA but hardly from Russia.

3) the flight tickets to both countries are expensive.

4) i do not have any relatives in USA or Russia.

5) never have the chance to date any men from both countries.

6) i love to travel there someday..

Keep on reading my blogs and be part of the followers.

Thank you.

Think for yourself for your life.

This is not for you to be selfish. This is a guidance for you to keep on moving with your life without worries.

Money is so important in our life. Please tell me who says that money is not their priority and let me have a look at their bank accounts.

In order to live in this life, you need money.Let me list down the importance:

1) If you are sick, you need money to keep you healthy (buy medicine, operations etc)
2) To continue your studies, you need money to pay for the fees, books, photocopies, printing and so on.
3) To get married, you need money even if it just serving food and beverages to the guests.
4) Pay the debt as soon as possible, because I do not want to be burden with debts when i grow older. It is not healthy for my financial diaries too

For my list, I think further:

1) I need to own my own house ( under my own name) for my long term investment or treat it as retirement home once i grow older. If i destined to share with my husband to have a house, it will be another house and not this house for sure.

2) Once I have a baby/ babies (the savings must start from the day my babies were born). They do not have to borrow from banks or education funds to further their studies.This will not burden their life once they starts working. After all, providing monetary funds for their education are parents' responsibility and not the banks or education funds. if they are destined to receive scholarship, it will be a bless from God.

3) To have my own investment account / savings account that cannot be touched by my husband or my kids. This is to ensure that when i am older and no husband or kids or have kids but they are not able enough to spend me some money, this will be my retirement funds for my old times.

4) Insurance is important,therefore i must hold an insurance (s). Anything can happen to you and you might not know that your savings are not enough to pay for the hospital bills and medications.


5) Ensure that I don't be living in a too rich world or too poor world. Just moderate would be fine. I don't fancy keeping a collection of shoes or clothes that I hardly wear , and I do not want to have excess of many things at home.


I will update my list as and when..

Happy Mother's Day

My real mum..my heaven




My adopted mum... My angel


I guess I am among the luckiest girl, who had the chance to receive the love of 2 mothers (and soon mother-in-law) .

When I was born, because the love of my blood mother, she gave me away to a couple because she wanted me to have a better life, and to let a husband and wife to experience parenthood. My mother and late father did not want poverty to take place in my life and they were confident that they made the right decision for my new beginning in this world.

When I was raised by a wonderful adopted parents, I was the only child they ever had.My adopted mum, she was my angel, my heaven, my everything. To her, i got the love that nobody can give in this world. She sacrifised a lot for me and she cried by herself when I misbehaved. I never knew I was adopted as everyone kept the secret from me.

When my adopted mum passed away, the secret revealed. I came from a big family. I have wonderful brothers and sisters. They were brought up in a very good manner. I am proud of them. They accepted me as who I am.

To both of my mothers, thank you for having me in your life. You are my everything. I love you both.

i love this photo

I love this photo. It shows that a simple and not that good looking of me could be transformed to a very gorgeous look with just a simple make up by a professional make up artist and edited photo by a professional photographer.

Quote for The Day.

When a person said that, having you in their life worsen the situation,

it is time for you to go..

My First Time with Tear Gas

I still remember my last time with pepper spray. A very funny ex-colleague used expired pepper spray and sprayed towards us while we were in a training room.he taught it was a joke. It was really messy with only a small amount. I was the first one who coughed and choked and ran to the restroom and the rest of the team followed my foot step.

That was a messy situation but we laughed about it.

Last Saturday, i was not laughing. It was a messy moment with Bersih 3.0 rally. I was scared and I was hoping that I will find my way back to the bus station so that I can catch a bus to go back to my hometown.

The moment came when my nose was in pain. My eyes were watering and the last thing I could think of, my lungs would be affected by these gas. Now I know that it was familiar to pepper spray but this time, it was worse than what I expected.

I saw people marching and screaming and police officers every where. Some of them asked me to stay at safer area because it was not safe at that time.They did not scold me and spoke to me in a polite way.

Thank God , i am safe and secured. Hope this will be my last experience.